I hate this stupid vacation
Yet, just like a stupid person in an abusive relationship, I keep coming back.I hate coming to the same place every year. I doubly hate the fact that our parents never let one of us bring a friend with.
I hate the fact that I can't sign on to Xbox Live for more than 45 seconds, but when my brother gets on the Xbox, he can stay signed on for hours at a time.
I hate not having someone my age to at least TALK TO even if it's that really idiotic, superficial conversation.
I hate the fact that my mom has only told me that I look pretty while I was wearing makeup in the past couple weeks... not that she says it a bunch anyway.
I want to take out my braids but mom won't let me.
I want to go out and DO SOMETHING FUN, but my parents shoot down every idea that I have.
I miss my boyfriend a lot. I hate not seeing him at least every other day.
I hate being jobless and having to live with my parents.
I hate being the fat kid.
I almost forgot, I HATE the fact that my mom smokes in the stupid tiny room, as opposed to smoking out on the balcony. I hate the fact that she smokes at all, but she could at least go outside with it. The room smells gross.
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