I can see it now, just over that hill
There it is. The end of the line.I'm running so hard, yet falling so fast that I'm staying in one place, not making any progress. Or so it seems.
You have to fight your way to the top. So, I'll keep fighting.
A little bit of poetry for you new kids.
It took a tremendous amount of effort to acknowledge that at 7:20 AM, Mike was calling me to go to the Dynamics final. I bombed it, in part because I feel the worst I've felt in a long time (not only emotionally and mentally, but physically), and in part because I just want to lie in bed all day and cry and sleep and write until my arm falls off. But, I'm here. I took the final, good or bad. I refuse to look at any of my grades until May 13th.
I was signed up for 14 hours in the summer... but now, I'm not so sure about that. I might just have to take my 6 hours and stop at the Bachelors for right now. I REALLY don't want to do that, but considering everything--and I mean EVERYTHING--, I'll have to keep that possibility in mind for the time being.
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