Tuesday, September 06, 2005

obsessed with my weight...

Ya know, I really need someone to MOTIVATE ME to lose weight. On a regular basis. Someone that's HERE. Not like "you're totally fat, let's go to the gym." ... I don't really know any positive motivation for "let's get movin'". Maybe I should hire a drill sergeant (haven't I said this already? Maybe not). I just hate physical activity. Mostly because physical activity is crap. My knee is weird. Excuses, I know... but I'll let you trade me and then you can walk around for two hours or exercise for 45 minutes. However, I do like swimming. But public pools kinda weird me out. So yea to that.

I think I don't want to be motivated. I like to do things on my own. I'm an on-my-own type of person. If I can't do it myself, I really don't want to do it at all. That's not the case in the real world, but whatever. Also, I'm so antisocial that when I get around someone that I really DO connect with, I practically kill myself to be completely available for them when there's even a hint of a chance that they'll be around.

I'm weird.

You know what... every time I say or think something bad about myself, another minute on the elliptical runner. You know how much I hate running, though it's easier on the elliptical. :P

1 Comments:

At 10:21 PM, Blogger Norman said...

Well - looking at your profile pic, I think you're pretty, and not too terribly overweight. But since you are citing health reasons for weight loss, I can understand.

Here's what motivates me to exercise. (And it works... LOL) I watch the movie "Bring it on"

Yeah yeah, I know.. totally cheesy, but they keep showing all those girls with beautiful bodies and it makes me WANT to exercise!!

norman

 

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