conundrum... dum, dum, dum!
So, a friend of mine has found himself in quite a situation. Really, I've been in said situation for like a year now, but I think my friend is just realizing... he would like a significant other. A lady friend. A sweetheart. (My situation is that of wanting to date a cute boy... we'll talk about that later.)I commissioned myself to spearhead the committee of "gettin' a lady for ya". But as we all know, unless I have a specific person in mind when I actually decide to lead this said group to direct someone towards their eternal (or college) love, it won't work. He's found a few nice girls to talk to, and then there was the one that seemed so cool... but then she was just not. And I won't date him. That is just too weird for me. He's not my type. Really, though, I'm not his type. Not to say we can't hang out and act like big dummies. :)
Anyway, since I've developed this rather plump donut around my midsection, I doubt any dates heading my way in the near future. Unless they're dates with a treadmill. I've also realized that at one time, I could trick myself into having high (or at least not low) self-esteem. Now, I know that I can't trick myself. I just plain old have low self-esteem. I don't feel like I've done anything super-praiseworthy lately. If anything, I should just have a whole bunch of drill sergeants yell at me for like an hour, or until I cry. If they can make me cry in less that 5 minutes, they each get an extra 10% of whatever the hell I decide to pay them.
I'm sooooo ready to graduate. I'm sad that Chris is graduating this May, and I'm only in my 3rd year of engineering (class-wise). Ugh. And I still have another co-op. Not with my current company, though! (If you really want to know that story, you'd probably better call or IM me, because if you ask me in person... yea, just don't ask me in person.) I'm just getting bored with school. That happened to me in high school, and the only time I had fun was in chorus. Mostly because I liked to sing and I was good at it. Well, I like electricity, but after this last semester, I ain't doin' too hot in it. Guess I'll be putting my grades on Spanish. If I can get past composition. Bleh.
I keep telling people that after I graduate that I want to go to Philadelphia. People are always like, "Why, is there something out there?" I always say no, but it's a half-truth. It's not really someTHING, it's someONE. Sort of. I like Philly, and I've always wanted to live there. I just also happen to have a friend that lives near (okay, a few hours from) there, who I would love to be in a long-term relationship. And I'm not talking about friendship! (Well, I guess I'm talking about boyfriendship, so maybe I am talking about friendship. ... Shut up.) Not saying I won't decide to move somewhere else after I live in there. All I know is that once I graduate, I'm saying "Peace, bitch!"* to living in the "Dirrty" South forever. Not that I'll never come back. I'm sure when my mother's relatives' respective times come, we'll be going back south to bury them. I like (most) Southerners, too. But this place just doesn't feel right for me. Louisville is about as close as I'll get to my Old Kentucky Home... it's my little piece of north in the south.
Anyway, this has been a weird week to say the least. So I'm going to sleep, and hopefully go get some new socks and such from the Wal, doing laundry (which I HAVE to do), and going to Qbar with Robbie (yet another reason to laundry-it-up!) ... Tomorrow will be fun, to say the least. :)
Oh, I almost forgot. Waking up every day at 6 AM sucks. Though the car-pooling was a great idea. Good job, Aaron! :)
* - That reminds me of a funny story... I don't remember if I can recall the whole thing, because it's a long story, but ask me about it and test my brain cells... worse come to worse, you'll be buying me ginseng until my time comes to sleep with the wormies. Hah. :)
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