subconscious (Bianca/Justin) v. conscious (Simone)
I feel that my subconscious--or at least my 'sleeping mind'--is a lot different from me; when I sleep, "I" am a lot more impulsive. It's either being ingnorant of or not caring about the consequences of my actions. Sometimes "I" am like the hottest woman ever [my subconscious has high hopes], sometimes "I" am a total slut, and sometimes "I" am a guy. But I always get my man or woman... depending on my gender and sexual orientation.Maybe my subconscious is trying to tell me something it knows that I need to know. Or maybe my subconscious is a safe way to 'sow my wild oats'.
I had this dream last night (hot girl, straight) that "I" made this cute boy [I think I know him, but the brain doesn't want me to know] cheat on his girlfriend! This is highly unlike me. However, it is very like "me". Anyway, "I" was taken by his gorgeous smile [a smile that I recognize...] and just had to jump on him. Not to say that "I" humped him; I just remember some crazy making out.
Speaking of gorgeous boys, there is this totally hot ChemE in my Probability & Statistics class (okay, not mine, but the one I sit in as of now). At first I thought it was a CECS that I kinda recognized (and it could very well be that he's just changed his major). I love going to Prob & Stats. :) Even though the hot boy probably won't ever talk to me or give me the time of day, I like seeing him.
There's also this other hot boy in my Co-op Seminar class (and somehow, I know I'll get into trouble for admitting this) that is absolutely hilarious and gorgeous! I really like him, but aside from every woman on the face of the planet being in love with his tall, sexy, blondeness... one of my other friends thinks he's awesome (and I kinda think that he thinks she's awesome, how precious!) so that is definitely no-no territory.
And then there's Ben. *big, long sigh* He's so adorable. :) I don't really know whether he's a shy guy, or if he's just shy around me, or if he doesn't want to date anyone right now, or if he doesn't want to date me. Though I'm not daring enough to ask the questions, I am anxious to know the answer!
Guess I'll make out with these boys in my sleep. :D
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