Friday, September 24, 2004

There's no time like the present...

...to do something totally unexplained.

I got bored with my page. I loved the dolls (they're totally adorable!), but everything was just getting too old. Stale bread can only be eaten for so long.

I feel like if I don't do something different, I'm going to go crazy people will think my mental illness is irreversable or incurable. Maybe this is the breath of fresh air I need. Maybe today is the day I take a step forward and no steps back. I really feel like I've plateaued in life. But to plateau implicates an increase in overall well-being, then gradual slowing... I've not hit rock bottom, though. I know that I'm nowhere near that, but sometimes I wonder how much more it would take. When you try to go to sleep without crying, you tend to wonder about a lot of things. And then you just don't sleep. Next comes not caring about anything, except for sleeping whenever the time is wrong.

Maybe I'll devote Sunday to Cowboy Bebop, Aqua Teen Hunger Force (Season 2--mommy, yes!), and reading a little of the good ole Bible. But first, I have to do some Prob & Stats. Hopefully, I can get that homework done on Saturday (along with whatever Ruthie is planning for herself, Scott, and I to do besides updating our Constitution... yay for being an Executive NAESC officer!) ...

This week has just been crappy. Getting done with my 2-hour Physics test and turning in my Thermo homework are all the motivation I need for the weekend.

Right now, I don't know if I'm yawning because I'm actually tired, it's cold in my room (it's about 64*F--that's about the only way I can sleep), or because my brain is trying to make me shut up by cutting off my oxygen... stop trying to choke me!!!

PS - I hope that my new template will be enjoyed by all. Just in case anyone missed those old links (like my friends, my homemade profile, my poetry, etc etc), I'll try to get those up sometime next week. But, damn, does it take forever for Blogger to republish my site! That's what I get for having 200 posts. :) I can only imagine how long it would take for my FIRST blog (close to 450 entries) republished nowadays. :D

PSS - Don't worry... I haven't gotten rid of comments. It's just that, well... sometimes you feel like a nut; sometimes you don't.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 3:16 AM