Wandering without a purpose
That's what I feel like I'm doing in school right now. Wandering around with no real purpose.I have 2 friends that are Pre-med, and they both have purposes for being here. One guy wants to become a doctor so he can go back to his native country and help save lives. The other wants to become a neurological doctor so he can try to learn more about the disease his father has.
It seems like everyone else has reasons for being here at this school, for taking the classes that they are taking, for being the major that they are. Except me. My main purpose is to raise my GPA above a 3.0. It's not easy by any means. And this whole lacking purpose thing is really a demotivator for doing just about everything.
Maybe I just need to find something small to keep me going, something tangible. Not just "oh, my GPA sucks and the company I want to work for won't hire me and I won't get my scholarship back until it gets better". Or maybe I just need to feel happy for one day. That could be all the motivation I need.
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