Life Lessons
Today, I have learned that I am a renegade [in the friend realm] because I choose to be. As much comfort as having someone, or some people, right there with me... I chose to disdain it all. Maybe my true happiness comes in suffering...? My life seems to be about going against the grain lately. Or just not going anywhere. I don't really know what's going on anymore. I just feel... sick to my stomach all the time. And cold, except when I wake up; I'm burning hot then. I'm sure my diet (ugh) is really helping me. Yesterday afternoon was the first time I went outside in at least a week. That's REAL healthy. *sigh*
I dunno. Maybe I should just try to go to sleep... OH WAIT I dunno if I really can. Maybe if I stay awake all day, I can knock my schedule back to normal. That would rock; a day before class starts and a week before my sleep analysis test. The doctors love that stuff. Playing DDR with Hooch while tired would be great, too.
Monday being Memorial Day will be crappy for me. I don't even get to hang out with my family. Maybe I should burn a candle for the sweet little girl named Simone that everyone misses. And then get up early Tuesday morning and try to get my Econ book.
Sorry, still no comments. Although Mike is the only person that actually READS my blog and gives half a you-know-what about what I'm thinking. And prolly Elijah. Maybe the random people that browse upon my site need to leave comments too...
I should have just stayed in Mt. Sterling for the summer. Oh well, it's too late to turn back now.
1 Comments:
I read your blogs too, and I also love you LOTS! MUAH!
-Love-
Brig
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