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Springtime: there's failure in the air

What did I do wrong? Why can't I get good grades this semester? UGH. All because of one class. I'm just stubborn. And not intuitive enough. I could have just dropped the class and been okay. But since I'm dumb and didn't bother looking up whether the class was offered in the summer or not, I just kept taking it. I've seen that all the grades that I thought I could get are lower than I expected. I thought I was going to get A's and maybe 2 B's this semester. Instead of A's I have A-'s (not great for the GPA), at LEAST 3 B's, and a D. Maybe if I wouldn't have screwed up so many times before, I wouldn't be in th epredicament. Again. *sigh* I really hope the scholarship appeals committee grants my appeal for full scholarship. If not, I'll just stay on the reduced one. It's better than no money, but I really wanted to have my full scholarship back. It's okay, I guess... after my repeat of the class I'm going to get a D in, I think I'll be able to keep all my KEES money. I hope...

I feel like I'm starting to dig myself into a financial hole without fully realizing it. Maybe after co-op, I can be okay for a little while. UGH I wish everything didn't revolve around money. Worrying about money just makes people sad.

Well, I guess I should go shower, now. It's my second-to-last day on campus so I better make good use of it by cleaning my room. And hopefully I can find the plug to my electric skillet so that I can make chili. I really don't want to go buy milk, because the rest of the food I want to make requires milk. Decisions, decisions... I could always just go to the Chinese place.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 1:38 PM