I'm still alive!
For those of you who haven't heard, I had to go to the doctor last week to get a colonoscopy and endoscopy. I thought I still had some remnants of gastroenteritis, so I figured it would be a good idea to get checked out. The good news is I don't have any polyps or any physical abnormalities! The bad news is I still have gastroenteritis. I have antibiotics though! Though, the antibiotics do interesting things to my body when taken with food, and even more interesting things when not taken with food.Also, I've been having some very vivid, very emotional dreams lately. At the beginning of the week, I had one that a close friend of mine was irrationally yelling at me. A few days ago, I had another in which a group of teenage kids were trying to break into my car, and then rob me. Last night was the most terrifying and realistic. I dreamed that a black girl who went to visit her online friend/boyfriend who was white was dragged to death and then her body was left on the side of the road. It was paralyzingly scary, because as people connect more and more with the internet, things like this seem to be reported more--which means they are happening about 10 times as much. The weirdest thing is that I remember a lot of details from each of the dreams. I'd rather not revisit them, though. A random interlude, part of my dream last night, before all of the bad stuff, I went to get my new drivers license and the picture looked a lot like my picture from my permit but I was wearing a red shirt (I think in my permit picture, I was wearing a white t-shirt or a blue one).
I have been having problems with my emotions too (to the tune of being mildly irrational and very up-and-down). Some of it is the after effects of having a crappy week (especially FRIDAY, the day that everything went to shit), and some of it is probably because of these lifelike dreams I've been having. I had the dream about being robbed on Thursday night, and on Friday I looked through my wallet and couldn't find three or four things. I was seriously freaked out, but after (attempting to) calmly flip through my wallet in its entirety, I found everything in their proper places.
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