I need a break from life...
I feel like I should just kick everyone I see in the freaking head. All I want to do is rest and relax for ONE WEEK in my little miserable life, and not have to worry about anything except the next time I'm going to go out and have a great time. Is that too much to ask for?The birthday was a sort-of blast, sort-of bust. Thanks to all the people that made it a blast. A punch in the face to all thsoe who made it a bust.
Finally started losing weight. Again. I wonder how long I'm going to go this time...? Hopefully until I reach my target weight. I've been told that it's better to do a lot of short-term goals rather than one long-term goal. A doctor told me to try to lose 5 lbs a month. It's a good steady rate, but somehow not fast enough. I just need to drop all this 'depression' weight. It's just making me more depressed. UGH. I was doing so well too, even at +20 lbs (of my best weight, not my target weight). Now that I'm +60, it just fucking sucks.
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