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I am sad.

I had a fun weekend last weekend, and I figured that would pour over into the week. NOPE. I think I've argued with Bryce in some form or fashion at least three times a day every day this week. That makes me sad. I wish I could spend time with him this weekend, but he made it kinda obvious that he wouldn't want to spend time with me this weekend anyway.

I also finally figured out the reason why Sarah Mikowski doesn't like me. It's because I told a friend of hers (at the time, not any more) about my views on a certain situation and I guess I said something to her friend that she didn't want me to say. So, they aren't friends anymore and Sarah hates me. I'm not really sorry for telling the truth, because if she wants to perpetuate lies to her friends then I don't want to be her friend.

Speaking of friends I've lost, I'm going to visit Paul this weekend, I hope. I keep saying that I'll go see him, but I have no idea where he's buried so that's kind of a deterrent. Ed knows where it is, though. I hope we get to visit him and Aaron. *sigh* I wish I could see them again. I'm kind of glad I didn't go to his funeral. I still remember the last time I saw him and I don't ever want to forget anything about it: his smile, his shortness, his crazy nose ring, his great hug. I really miss him.

There's also another reason that I'm sad, but I'm not going into it. I probably have sometime within the past few weeks, so why beat a dead horse?

In more cheery news, I'm going home this weekend to get my hair done. It looks pretty rough, I need it. I'm going to talk to Dudley about dyeing it also. I'm also going to talk to my parents about getting a peacoat, or car. I'm opting for the car, obviously. I think I need to buy some new clothes also... and get rid of some old ones. And bring my nice formal dresses home. I need to get a new one when Prom season starts coming around. Or just make my own, that would be interesting. I miss my family! I hope we go out to eat on Friday or Saturday so we can just sit around and make fun of each other. I miss my friends too! I hope I can go see a fun movie with them sometime. I suppose I should tell Wes that I'm coming home so he can conveniently be at home too... not like I'd expect him to come home if I asked him, he's all wrapped up in hot girls that go to his school. And one hot girl that goes to school in Virginia. But I don't want to get started on that.

Also, I saw Matrix Revolutions with Bryce (yes, we argued on the way there and on the way back). I liked the cinematics, but not so much the storyline's progression or outcome. No spoilers, I promise.

Okay, it's time for me to go to bed now. I have to get up around 8 and be at work by 9. Plus, I'm stinky so I have to take a shower. Good night. I have to take my laptop home, so I hope I get some photo archiving stuff done. That stuff is hard to start, but easy to keep rolling.

you're peeking inside the head of biancasimone @ 3:39 AM