Tuesday, October 14, 2003

I'm done. My mind is made up. I'm so tired of being locked out of my bathroom. I want to be an RA. God knows I love Allison, but I'd rather not have a roommate who lives here half the time. I either want a full-time roommate or not have one at all. And, you know, I don't spend enough time with my own thoughts. I'm always trying to please other people and trying to be with other people that could care less if I am there or not. I'm done trying to be there for other people when I don't really have to. I was a much calmer, less volatile person when I kept to myself. I think I liked that part of me better because I only had to worry about what I wanted and how I feel.

So, I'm writing you off world. Keep turning, though: do what you've been doing. Just because I change doesn't mean you should.

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